Not everyone is in your life forever. Important figures may come in your life, impact you greatly, and then leave you shortly after. Then you are left to cope with their loss, forever. Who can this person be? A father, mother, grandparent, sibling, best friend? Yes, best friend. Not everyone lives a whole life time. How does it feel to lose someone so close to you? One can try and imagine, but you can not truly feel the effect unless it is happening to you. You can think that your world is coming to an end, and then you get angry at it. You will have so many different emotions because of one death, a best friend. It is just not normal and you may wonder to yourself, why not me?

Eight months of pain and torture, not only for the ill being, for everyone. When that dreadful moment comes, there will be tears. 3 am, the phone rings, she's gone. Here goes the world again, but this time it is spinning out of control because it is real. This is real life. She is gone, and its forever.   

I had to write this in creative writing class. We watched a film called "Howl" and had to write about an inspiration we had from it.  In this movie the main character lost many people in his life from his mother to various lovers.  I was inspired by this movie to write about my best friend whom i lost 3 years ago.  I love you Lauren, and while im in Italy I am literally thinking about you every day.  I know you are here. Love you always